I'm 41f needing some advice. I'm new to all this. I'm in a relationship,but no sex for months. Miss be fucked aggressively,Saying I'm horny is an understatement. Been fantasizing about a couplefemale using me as their personal sex toy. But being new to this and a bit shy. Not sure how to go about meeting people or making it happen Any advice how I can turn fantasy into realization?