sissy guy wants to be feminized

I like likes to feminize me. She likes to put on a 10 inch strap on and treat me like I’m a woman. She bought a 12 inch strap on last weekend. I’m scared of it. it’s too big. She said she’s gonna tie  me down on the bed and make me take it. She likes to force me to be a sissy. She says one day she’s going to bring a real black man to give it to merough and hard