Its ok, we were all newbies once

Hi Gurls and especially newbies,
Im sure most of us have had this happen to us as well as doing it ourselves. Ive been crossdressing since i was a young. Ive been caught, inbarassed, and learned how to do what i like and not get caught now. Ive been married 27 years and wife has no idea i like to be with men too. I was just dressing and feeling girly for years, until the thought of a hard piece of manhood turned me on. It tooka lot of years to get the nerve to cross the line. At first, when craigslist was alive and working, id set something up, get all girly and waited. Heart would start pounding the closer the time came do, and In the beginning, id get all scared and bail out. This went on for awhile with lame excuses, wife came home, wife found texts, and so on and on. Then one day, the urge and need far out weighed how scared i got. I opened the door to a whole new world of enjoyment. My first man was gentle, caring, and oh so sexy. He came in, pushed me up against the wall and stuck his tongue down my throat and made feel like the girl i know i am. I slid down the wall to my knees and for the first time i was giving head. I couldnt believe what id been missing and how much i liked it. My point... is the scared brush off happened yesterday. Guy, i met on here, was all hot to meet, ( me too😛) and about 3 hrs later he bailed, using one of the normal excuses. Just want him to know, if he sees this, i get it, and understand. When he's ready hope he tries again. Moral of the story, its ok to be scared. But, i really wish i hadnt waited so long to cross the line.💋

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