My Transformation Journey pt1

Many of us have our own secrets that we kept way deep in ourself because of fear if we exposed it might get rejections and remarks from others especially our love ones. I am coming to 32 this year and all this while i kept it secret from families and friends. My turning point was when i was 24 yrs old, i realised that my feminine side is way stronger than my male side. I love getting dress up in woman clothings and enjoy looking at make up. To me this make me happy and like people say ,”you only live ones”. I studied many things about woman, how they walk, behave, react and even talk. I move a step forward by taking female hormone( pls don’t follow my step, go to a doctor to get you prescribed). Not long after I realised a few things change in me. Well i have to say not all will have the same effect as everyone body and acceptance is different. Unfortunately for people like me i felt that the community is rather small or unknown, at least to me, so getting information about gender reassignment surgery is very minimal in our country. I have tons of questions in my mind like what is the right way should i do? Should i report to ica if i want to do any gender change? Is this even legal? Which doctor will be able to do it? All this questions run thru my mind. I knew many say in Thailand they do many of this..during that time all that came to me was questions and questions. For me myself(don’t mean to offend others) i wish to feel fully as a girl/woman not just as crossdress. I want to feel how they felt thats why i decided to choose to go for the full gender reassignment surgery. I will continue more of the journey on my next post…

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